I am talking about looking to the inside of our self instead of the outside of others, meaning its time to see what the problem really is? is it ME??

Its  this transparent wall that I am looking at and I know that I need to look thru it so it will be removed so that I can see, touch and feel my current situation! I bet you are thinking right now WHAT is she talking about right?  I am referring to that place in our current life that we know God has brought us to, but for some reason are unable to attain victory over!

I am here to tell you its time to pick up a mirror and look in it! Who do you see? Right its You!  Well you are just like me I couldn’t see myself either, so I want to share with you how I finally got my life moving again by finally listening to the Lord say” Be Still and Know that I am God”.  If anyone knows me then you know its really hard for me to sit still for any length of time unless I am asleep of course, well as funny as it is its true I seem to always be busy but this time I knew that God was trying to show me something and I needed to just be quiet and what I saw floored me.

It was a transparent wall and it was blocking me from moving to the other side it was in my path sot o speak like a huge pothole in the road that I am traveling on ( hopefully that gave you a visual) I am going to be real honest and tell you that I have been looking at this wall for quiet a while like months.  I just wasn’t sure what it was but I knew it existed and honestly I didn’t want to take time to explore whatever it was.  Thank You Holy Spirit for reminding me that this needed my attention, because every time I sat down to Pray he reminded me that there was a Wall that needed my attention if I wanted to get out of the wilderness I was in, just like the Israelites and Moses they traveled for forty years on an 11 day journey WHY? because they didn’t want to SEE with their eyes that THEY (ME)  were the reason they couldn’t get to the promise land. so now you are thinking ME? yep its You, you are the reason you can’t move forward the reason that your situation won’t change, see God will help us, its just our choice to DO IT!

I am sure by now that I really have you thinking How can it be ME? I am the one who is seeking God? I am the one who is Praying!  Well that is why it has to be you, because you ARE seeking Him and when we have seen deliverance within ourself ( in other words we GET IT)  He says Girl Look in the mirror YOU are still holding on to situations and because of that I can’t do anything! At that very  moment in my life I knew what Be still and know that I am God meant, I knew that I had to be submissive to God and humble myself and say I can do nothing and I have to let go and know that God will Heal and restore that which was defected.

God has shown me how a transparent wall keep me from seeing victory in my life, like my marriage, children and even the very call that he has put on my life, and just by choosing to acknowledging that the wall was Me (self) and letting go ( not controlling it or letting it consume my life anymore) that it would be removed and God would be able to fix that which was defiled!

I am reminded daily by the Holy Spirit this;

” For we are not fighting against flesh and blood enemies, but against evil rulers and authorities of the unseen world, against mighty powers in this dark world and against evil spirits in heavenly places” Ephesians 6:12NLT

“For the Lord God is going with you! He will fight for you against your enemies, and he will give you victory!”” Deuteronomy 20:4 NLT

So in closing just know  that we need to look within for the change not to the exterior for change because that is up to them not you! Only YOU can change YOURSELF.